Post by alicia on Apr 29, 2007 20:11:15 GMT -5
I turned around and saw you standing there. Someone that I havent seen for years. You smiled and held out your arms to me. I looked at my friend for guidance, she smiled as well and nodded her head, giving me the go ahead. A reassured smile on my face, I turned back to you. I ran to your arms, seeking the comfort there like a drowned person seeks air. You held me, and I felt like the world had been lifted from my shoulders. You said you had to leave, but you wanted my number to call me. I waited by my phone, yet I heard nothing from you. Devastated, I gave up hope on the happiness I had wished to find with you. Alone again, the next day I go back to the place that I saw you. And again, you show up to see me. You lost your phone? Okay.. I hope to see you again..And you show up..over and over..and you make me happier and happier..You finally ask me if I would see you on a regular basis..Of course! I said with a bright smile..I see you every day..I hear your voice every day... I feel my heart sing with joy everytime I see your face. I almost faint when you say you love me. What have I done to myself? Why do I depend so on your love? I lived for so long without you..how do I feel like now I couldnt live without you? I wish it was otherwise, but I feel like I shouldnt need you so..but yet...I want to need you..I want to be with you always..