Post by Marr-ee on May 23, 2007 20:21:35 GMT -5
Journal entry #1.
Well, My first day hasn't officially began yet, but I'm afraid that soon my powers will totally force my body to shut down completely. It seems the poison inside of my isn't going away but only gets more persistant to want to show it's self. I'm having to take two vials a day to keep it under control. It used to only take a half of a vial then a full one. Now I'm up to two a day. It scares me that one day, i'm not going to be able to surpress it anymore. When that day comes, I better be long gone from my new school. I may be just a teachers aide, but I"m here to help teach these students with their powers. Guide them to use them for good. I wish I had that opportunity to do that.
My powers lately have been harder to control. Seems that cold weather now effects my transformations in either form and it pains me so to try to transform back in those conditions. It's a shame. I really hope I find me a few good friends this year, and I hope that my status of being a teacher's aide doesn't effect it. I'm off to go into the school for the first Time and the note that I got from a TEacher Called Mr. Railen says that I don't need to meet him just yet. Just to start socializing with the students and get in with them before I reveal my wanderings around the school. I'm excited about meeting the students with the powers that are suppose to impress me.
I've not been at home for many years following the accident that I caused, but didn't know it. They want to keep my little sister's safe from any toxins that may leak from my body. I can't say that I blame them. I would be afraid of myself too. I just hope for them the best and hopefully they too won't be cursed with such a gift like mine. As far as I know, they don't have the syptoms of a gifted child, but mine didn't show up until I was fourteen. They are only ten(Lacey) and twelve(Lexi). If they do somehow contract some form of being gifted, that Mom and Dad will allow them to stay, but if not I would love for them to come here with me so I can watch over them. I guess this is it for now. I'm fixing to make my entrance to the school to teach and become a fellow 'Student' until my position is reveals.
May the vials keep me from doing any harm to the students.
Well, My first day hasn't officially began yet, but I'm afraid that soon my powers will totally force my body to shut down completely. It seems the poison inside of my isn't going away but only gets more persistant to want to show it's self. I'm having to take two vials a day to keep it under control. It used to only take a half of a vial then a full one. Now I'm up to two a day. It scares me that one day, i'm not going to be able to surpress it anymore. When that day comes, I better be long gone from my new school. I may be just a teachers aide, but I"m here to help teach these students with their powers. Guide them to use them for good. I wish I had that opportunity to do that.
My powers lately have been harder to control. Seems that cold weather now effects my transformations in either form and it pains me so to try to transform back in those conditions. It's a shame. I really hope I find me a few good friends this year, and I hope that my status of being a teacher's aide doesn't effect it. I'm off to go into the school for the first Time and the note that I got from a TEacher Called Mr. Railen says that I don't need to meet him just yet. Just to start socializing with the students and get in with them before I reveal my wanderings around the school. I'm excited about meeting the students with the powers that are suppose to impress me.
I've not been at home for many years following the accident that I caused, but didn't know it. They want to keep my little sister's safe from any toxins that may leak from my body. I can't say that I blame them. I would be afraid of myself too. I just hope for them the best and hopefully they too won't be cursed with such a gift like mine. As far as I know, they don't have the syptoms of a gifted child, but mine didn't show up until I was fourteen. They are only ten(Lacey) and twelve(Lexi). If they do somehow contract some form of being gifted, that Mom and Dad will allow them to stay, but if not I would love for them to come here with me so I can watch over them. I guess this is it for now. I'm fixing to make my entrance to the school to teach and become a fellow 'Student' until my position is reveals.
May the vials keep me from doing any harm to the students.