Nashino and Chesna *Thinking what im thinking?*

[Krispey]

Nashino then too broke the kiss, allowing his body to be pulled down onto hers. "Only if you are." Then, he pushed his lips back onto her own. Then, his warm lips moved down to her neck, kissing delicately. Nashino stuck his tounge out, running it along her neck, up the side of her face. He laughed abit, "But from what I can tell, ou're enjoying this, no?" He knew she was, and didn't really need an answer, and he knew that she knew that he too was enjoying the bonding time that him and his friend were having.

[Katsumi]

Chesna let a small moan escape her lips as Nashino teased the soft flesh of her neck. It came out as a breath, but it made it very obvious that Chesna was enjoying herself. One of her best decisions had been to misbehave in class. Her legs unwound from Nashino's waist, now leaving her with him positioned between them. Possibly awkward, but Chesna didn't mind. Her thighs gently moved against Nashino's clothed body. Her hands stayed still on the bed; she resisted the urge to touch him, allowing him to do what he wanted instead. After all, wasn't that the whole point of being submissive?

[Krispey]

Nashino proceeded in kissing the tender flesh of her neck. The position they were in now, wasn't at all awkward to Nashino, arousing to say the least. Oh how he longed for them to be bare right now...But then, he'd be rushing things. And plus, she had resisted the offer before, so what made him think she'd go any further now? Nothing, but that thought of thier bodies being passionatley involed in a common art was so hard to ignore, but nashino, for her sake, tried his best to push it to the back of his mind. If they did, which he knew they wouldn't no one would ever know. His lips clashed with hers once again. It was odd to Nashino to just engage in intense kissing sessions, but he'd keep it at that for the likings of Chesna. No matter if Chesna teased him or not, she didn't know it, but limiting thier actions to kissing only was a major tease to him. If Nashino was going to be passionate, he wanted to go the fulle extenet, and nothing was stopping them, but he truly did like Chesna, and wasn't going to ruin what could be with his ways.

[Katsumi]

Chesna couldn't help but feel that she was holding Nashino back, that he wanted to go further. She wasn't comfortable with that though. Delicately, she pulled her lips away from his and her eyes watched his apologetically. "N-Nashino..." she whispered, her arms finally wrapping around his neck and her fingers gently teasing strands of his hair. "You... you want to do more, don't you?" It was hard for her to say, because they both knew that her answer would be 'no.' Placing a last, soft kiss on his lips, Chesna glanced away.

"Maybe... I should go..." she added, not wanting to make him uncomfortable. Not to mention the fact that it was the first time that they had ever been together, and they weren't even a couple. She wasn't ready, and he was. She didn't want to tease him too much. In Chesna's mind, she just thought it would be better that she left.

[Krispey]

Nashino reached his hands up to her arms, removing them from his neck. He got off top of her, sitting on the egde of his bed. He ran his fingers throughout his silver-white hair, sighing. He turned back to her, gazing at her, clenching his his teeth together in habit. He then nodded, "Yes, maybe you should." He turned his head facing away from her, awaiting her to arise and make her exit. He didn't know whether to be mad, or to just be...Well, this was a really confusing point to Nashino. How could they call themselves friends, but have random makeout sessions, and not go out. How was that not rushing things? How was it. All of these questions and mixed emotions were starting to make Nashino angry and irritated. Why couldn't everything just be simple, and the two of them go out? But that's what they both didn't want, and were straying from. He lowered his head, hands on either side. He inhaled deeply, exhaling. "Maybe we just shouldn't see eachother, friend or not. It's not going to work...It's like being in a relationship, but at the same time it's not." He paused. "I need full comitment, and by us being friends, it's not helping me at all." The frustration showed in his voice. "No, you know what, I'll leave." He rose, not bothering to look back at Chesna, and headed for the door, slamming it on the way out.

[Katsumi]

Chesna watched in awe as Nashino left his own dorm because of her. She was shocked. Only one thing ran through her mind: 'what have I done?' She couldn't move at first. He needed a commitment? Hadn't they just decided that they weren't ready to rush into anything? She was confused, but she finally managed to get up off of the bed and run to the door. She flung it open and walked out, looking both way to find Nashino.

"What?" she said, more at him than to him. "What!? Didn't we just decide this? Didn't we just say that we would be friends? If you needed that full commitment so badly, then why did we bother with all of this?" By this point, Chesna wasn't paying attention to any one who could be listening. She wasn't angry: hurt and confused, yes, but not angry. Either way, she had to let him know what she thought of it. "I mean, why can't we be friends? We don't have to do this! But, you knew that it wouldn't go any further! Why are you suddenly so mad about it?"

[Krispey]

Nashino whipped his head, followe by his body around as he heard Chesna calling after him. "I. AM. NOT. GOING.TO.INVOLED. WITH YOU. LIKE THIS. IF WE. CANNOT.BE SERIOUS." His face was clearly flustered. "All of these emotions and thoughts at once..I cant take them! Maybe it works with you, but it doesn't go for me. I cant be involved with you like this if nothing but a mere friendship is going to come from it!! Because, right now, us two just making out doesn't garentee alot, Chesna!" He paused, ,making sure that she was understanding what he was saying. "Don't you get it?"

[Katsumi]

"Who ever said it would be 'nothing but a mere friendship'?" she asked, now quiet. Seeing how upset Nashino was, she didn't want to have a huge fight with him. She didn't want to ruin anything that they could still have. "I know what you mean, and it wasn't very smart for us to jump in like this... But, Nashino, we can stop making out. We can stop being physical, for right now. I thought we decided it wouldn't get serious yet, not until we knew each other better. Can't we do that? Get to know each other better? Then... then we can get serious. We don't have to be involved like this for right now. Let's just be friends. But, Nashino... I don't want to lose you completely."

Taking a small step toward him, not wanting to overstep any boundaries they may have just gained, she looked up at him. "Nashino... if you want, we can be serious, but I didn't think that was what we... what you wanted just yet."

[Krispey]

Nashino sighed. He was baffled by his own thoughts and emotions, and that and his temper just did not mix at all. He took in every word that she had said, hering the sincerity within her voice. "Chesna... I can't be just friend with you, there's more attraction there than that." He pasued, sorting through hs thoughts," And I can't be passionate with you, because you aren't willing to go to the next step. And Im not sure that I am, because we decided on that..Remember? So, it's kind of all or nothing. And I'm more willing to give all than you are..But then, I'm hesitant as well." He closed his eyes, inhaling deeply.."This is all like a game of clues...you never know what's gonna happen next..."

[Katsumi]

Chesna nodded in agreement. A game: isn't that what it always was with her? Nothing was real. Everything had strings attached, and nothing could go her way. There wasn't a smile on her face, and she had lost her brightness. She couldn't help but look away from Nashino. Of course it was all or nothing. There could never be a middle ground, but where did that leave Chesna?

"Nashino... I do agree with you that there's an attraction between us, but I can't... I can't be in a relationship with some one who only thinks of sex." There. She finally said it. Chesna wasn't even thinking about sex, but it had been on Nashino's mind. "I'm sorry, but I'm not ready for that. And, if we can't have passion without being intimate, then I just can't. But that's so hard to say, Nashino... because I really thought I could have loved you..."

Without saying anything, Chesna turned her back to him and started walking away. She couldn't look at him after having admitted that. If he wanted it enough, he would stop her. If not, she was prepared to keep on walking.

[Krispey]

Nashino rushed after her, grabbing her arm, with force behind it, slinging her around to face him. He was clearly angered, and had lost his temper. How could she think that all he wanted was sex?!? that was such an insult to Nashino, that it actually hurt more than anything. She was seriously taking this the wrong way! He didn't let go of her arm, a tight hold on it. "I CANNOT EVEN BELIEVE THAT YOU WOULD THINK THAT?" His face was rosy red, his brows furrowed. He didn't care if his grip was too tight or whatever, he was furious. " WHEN I SAID I WANTED TO TAKE IT TO THE NEXT STEP, I MEANT I WANTED US TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP AND BE COMMITED TO ONE ANOTHER! I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU'D MAKE ME OUT TO BE SOME GUY THAT WAS ONLY AFTER ONE THING! HOW DARE YOU?!?" He threw her arm back to her side, swiftly turning on his heels, storming down the hallway.
As of right now,he didn't want to see her face. She had crossed the line with that statement. It hurt him to know that she thought of him as a guy that only wanted one one thing.

[Katsumi]

Chesna's mouth practically hung open as he said that. She ignored the red mark that was no doubt forming on her arm from where he grabbed her. Chesna wasn't the typical little girl who would look at him, teary eyed, and say, 'You're hurting me!' No, that was Chesna at all. She took in his every word, and was left stunned. What was she supposed to think? And how did this manage to keep getting more and more difficult? She shook her head lightly as she watched him walk. To chase him, or not to chase him? He was obviously angry. Would she be making it better or worse to go after him? With a sigh, she decided that she would never find out unless she took action, and she went after him. She didn't try to cut him off though. She stayed behind him, but she still had her say. Her voice was obviously much more quiet, and her tone was confused, but she spoke her mind none the less.

"Then, why didn't you say that, Nashino?" she asked him. "I mean... I'm sorry, but... Nashino, I'm just so tired of being treating like some pretty little play thing! I don't know anything anymore! Nashino, please, forgive me, but I didn't know what else to think... Oh God, I'm so stupid!"

Chesna stopped. She was at a loss for words. Taking the next step in this crazy dance through the hallway, Chesna turned around. She walked quicker this time, half hoping that he didn't stop her this time. She finally rubbed her arm, the place where he had grabbed her. She sighed, thinking about his violent grip. Was that the last time he would ever touch her again?

[Krispey]

Just as Chesna wasn't the typical girl, nashino wasn't the typical guy to go and say 'I'm so sorry, I never realized that!'. And with what she said, he shrugged, "Maybe if you had worked your little magics just a tad bit harder, you wouldn't have been in those situations, now would you?" He asked sarcastically. When Nashino was angered, he was known to say mean or blunt things, whethere they were true or not. Thoughts and emotions stacked ontop of eachother, plus, a girl acussing him being a player, because of past situations,a nd her inability to understand him, Nashino was furious.

[Katsumi]

Chesna stopped, dead in her tracks. That was one place no one treaded with her. Turning back to look at him, her face red with fury and her eyes welling with tears, she clenched her fists tight. Her fingernails dug into the skin of her hands. She gritted her teeth, and through them came her strained words.

"You're right! Maybe if I had worked my magic just a little harder, you'd just be another one of those dozens of boys groveling at my feet. And you wouldn't mean a damn thing to me, right? Because I'm a siren, and sirens don't feel a damn thing! I'm every bit as capable of feeling emotions as a human, and I'm every bit as capable of making a mistake. But, I'm not going to waste any more of my time on you. Siren or not, I don't have to listen to this. Consider this a one-time thing. My mistake wasn't with Galilee. It was with you, and I'll be lucky if she takes me back after I messed up this badly."

Chesna turned back and finally stormed away. Nashino wasn't going to stop her now. She was plenty willing to make him bleed from the ears if he even approached her now. She was, for lack of a better term, pissed.

[Krispey]

Nashino had turned to face her as she spoke. He walked backwards, his arms folded loosley over his chest. He shook his head, "Hmm, lets see now," his voice was loud enough to where she could hear him, "You made a mistake by being with me, and you mistaked me for being once of those 'dozen guys groveling at your feet'" He made air qoutation marks, "Wow Chesna, two mistakes in one! Why dontcha just go and skrew the whole world up?!?" He asked, his arms out at his sides, sholders shrugged up, not expecting a reply to his sarcastic question. "Maybe you just don't need relationships at all. Seems you've skrewed up two in one day. Good job." He turned, and continued to walk in the opposite direction.