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Post by Seaheart on Apr 28, 2007 15:02:09 GMT -5
Seaheart stared out at the lake expressionless. His little....memories of the massacre had changed him. He didn't talk at all. Period. You could say he was a mute now. His plans to mess with the love triangles had vanished. His amusement with emotions had vanished. Nothing mattered but becoming stronger. He was a bit more hostile....he now look at the lake calmly. Wow. A lake was where he met Yuna. It made him almost sad to know even if she remembered him, why would she love a mute? Who would love a mute? Probaly no one. Loneliness these days hurt more than ever before. It bit into him almost as hard as the memories. Vandne....Vanden! But...he had deserved it in a way. He had messed with emotions but this...hard. Nothing could compare to this.
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Post by cara on Apr 28, 2007 15:08:01 GMT -5
Racheal made her way down to the lake. She didn't have anything else better to do, and this was about the only place that she knew of besides the library. Her footsteps once again crunched under the soft smooth sand. She had on a red tank top with a red cover up and some jeans. Her blonde hair flowed in the slight breeze and its color shined with the sun beating down on it. It was coming close to dusk, but not yet there. She noticed someone along the way to the other side of the lake. She got up close to him and asked, "Um...What's..u-up?" She was indeed still shy, but she was getting better with coming up to someone and meeting them.
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Post by Seaheart on Apr 28, 2007 15:11:03 GMT -5
Seaheart stared at her and almost tried to speak but nothing came. He stared at her for a moment longer and then stopped and looked out at the lake again. He was pretty sure things were gonna get awkward between everyone from now on. It'd be hard but life always had been for him. He looked at himself in the water and looked away, almost thinking he would see Chaos.
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Post by cara on Apr 28, 2007 15:20:00 GMT -5
What the? Ray thought trying to comprehend why he wasn't speaking. Ray looked at the boy with almost sad eyes and took out her journal. I wonder if he's a mute? I tryed to do that when I was little, but I quit. I'm still shy though. She ripped out a piece of paper from the back and then took out her pen. She handed the boy the paper and hoped she was right about him being a mute. She waited until he took her paper and pen to ask another question. She was still looking at the boy, but now with a confused look.
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Post by Seaheart on Apr 28, 2007 15:23:59 GMT -5
Seaheart looked at the papaer and the pen and guessed she wanted him to write on it. He started to write. It read: "I have the lost the will and reason to speak. Please. Don't ask me to write anymore. There is no reason for anyone to know my thoughts." He handed it to her and almost took comfort that someone took the time to see what he thought. He shook his head knowing nothing really mattered. He continued looking at the lake, wondering what this girl would try now.
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Post by cara on Apr 28, 2007 15:27:59 GMT -5
Ray took back the paper and read it. She first gave off a confused look, but then a small smile came to her face. "I was exactly the same a long time ago." Ray looked from the boy to the ground. "I at least wanted to know your name. At least that." she said remembering her past at the same time. What am I gonna do now? I don't want to make him made and make him write more, but then I really want to talk to him since he's like me.
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Post by Seaheart on Apr 28, 2007 15:32:08 GMT -5
Seaheart looked at her, almost mournfully. He probaly would have wrote his name. Though in a way....he had none. When the first massacre happened, he didn't feel who he was. His first name was Twilk. After the massacre, he changed it to Seaheart. But after living life as Seaheart, and then truly knowing what all he felt was a lie...he didn't really know hwat to call ihmself. He took the paper and quickly wrote "I don't have a name. I'm not sure if I am anything. Just call me whatever you want." He handed it back to her and kept his face expressionless as ever. She said she was once like him. Though she didn't know him. none were like him.
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Post by cara on Apr 28, 2007 15:41:57 GMT -5
"Well then." She said reading the note then putting it into her pocket. "I don't know." She was confused at this point. Maybe something happened to him like me? Maybe not. I don't know what he's thinking right now, but this is hard. She took off her cover up and threw it behind her. She took of her shoes and socks, and went to the edge of the water. Then she rolled up her pants. As she dipped her feet in, she looked back to the boy and smiled still. It was a little amusing to her. "I... wish you could talk. It would be better for you and me. Unless... you disagree. She turned her head back to the lake and went in a little deeper, then backed out. She almost forgot. It would be better if she just did forget. Tears started running down her face as she looked into the water. She half forgot that the boy was still behind her.
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Post by Seaheart on Apr 28, 2007 15:48:47 GMT -5
Seaheart watched her and wondered the same thing. He had to disagree. He had no reason to speak. No point. He saw her cry and wanted to say crying doesn't help but no words came. He was a little curious as to why she was crying. No....crying. He held his head in pain. The massacre came back again. Memories of crying...people wantign to die. He dropped to the ground writhing liek the other day. He opened his mouth in a soundless scream. He wanted this to stop. He was living it again for the second time. Stop. Stop. He wanted it to stop. He rolled around crying and sobing. It wasn;t Seaheart or rather...no one crying. It was Twilk. Stop. Stop! He rolled in the water crying and sobbing, witnessing the whole thing. He took in deep breaths but couldn't because he was in water. He was starting to drown.
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Post by cara on Apr 28, 2007 16:04:26 GMT -5
Ray noticed the boy drop down and noticed him starting to drown. Then she came back to life, and didn't know what to do. She started to cry even harder and started to panic. Oh no! Oh no! Not this! Not again! She went in deeper, but stopped on every other step. She didn't know how to swim, never did, but she kept pushing herself forward. She wanted to save him badly, but she was so scared. Emotions ran all about in her mind, but she kept going. She finally reached him, but she was having trouble herself. She caught ahold of his arms and pulled as hard as she could to shore. She kept tripping on the water, but kept pulling. When she was almost too tired to pull anymore, she was in shallow enough water to kneel in. She was cold and didn't want to faint like before. She pulled him into her lap with his head up. She was breathing heavily as she checked him to see if there was anything wrong. "Are you okay?" O crap I forgot that he's not talking! She was catching her breath as she pulled him up further so that he was almost reaching her shoulder. She leaned down and used her x-ray vision to see if there was anything wrong with him. There didn't seem to be anything. His heart was beating. I wish he would talk dammit!
(I didn't really know how to do that. Lol.)
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Post by Seaheart on Apr 28, 2007 17:12:06 GMT -5
Seaheart heard the voice and it snapped him back to reality. He looked up at her and immediately got up, pushing her away. He got up and brushed himself off. He was shivering but not from the water. From the memory. He shook his head calming down. He took a shaky breath and looked at her. A nervous wreck. Scared. Cried. She needed to calm down. But soemthing else.....the pain in her eyes....memories. As if she had seen it. Her eyes reminded him of his. He blinked at her, still not speaking. Seaheart was calm because he had been in worse situations. He probaly would have woken up or something. Doesn't matter to him. Bah. He looked at the lake again, a little glad the memories were gone. He was wondering how'd she'd react now.
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Post by cara on Apr 28, 2007 17:17:39 GMT -5
Ray looked up to the boy still slightly crying. She wiped some of the tears from her face and just sat there. She looked away from him and into the water. How did I? she was silent and didn't move away after that. She starred down at the water her tears dropping into it still. She started to relax, but she still shook because of the cold and the trauma.
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Post by Seaheart on Apr 28, 2007 17:20:57 GMT -5
Seaheart looked at her. Kinda pathetic. He wondered why she hadn't spoken yet. He shook his head watching her. He sat down and watched the lake some more. He put a hand on her shoulder as if to calm down and stop crying already while still not looking at her. He closed his eyes taking everything in. He wanted her to stop so he wouldn't get the memories anymore.
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Post by cara on Apr 28, 2007 17:26:21 GMT -5
Racheal finally stopped crying when the boy put his arm on her. She exhaled deeply and blinked a little. She didn't really know what to do now, but she was tired. She relaxed even more and leaned against the boy's body for support in case she fainted. She finally closed her eyes and said, "You scared me so badly. You have no idea."
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Post by Seaheart on Apr 28, 2007 17:30:27 GMT -5
Seaheart nodded with his eyes closed. He had that effect on alot of people. He didn't feel all to uncomfortable with her leaning on him. Hm. He was usually leaning against somehting for support. Ironic. He shurgged at his own thoughts and looked at her once. He almost wished he coudl say something but there was no reason. Didn't matter and it probaly never would. He looked at himself once more and then her. About time she stopped crying.
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